A little story about makeing things happen after america...

Koreruss

I've got a podcast.

I need ideas to grow the podcast. 

Well I do have some but getting it to happen is another story. Motivation, material, money charisma all these things I lack right now I feel.

 I want to do a music video just a small video would be cool. Or help an up and coming artist do something...I've bin slacking in this department only things ive bin doing was other things. Work, what's wrong with working nothing but if it's something like this it's not my work or job like I want it to be. This is the difference so I've bin shoveling shit for money and proud of it. Till I can get drunk after work again and spit some shit on this but more documented this time. When I was younger I should have documented it in videos "do it while your old too". Still good.... slacking on the tracks studio bin down for 12years no studio only computer or phone works worked out for material though I've got a lot. 

Motivation- need this to get up for work something to make you want to try harder an motive or a thing a love one the purpose for the pursuit of your ("___").

Charisma-  I want to yell again yell to save my life from a murderer trying to kill me, is this charisma? Or fear. Fear is part of charisma to me breaking away from all fears to say something to someone or many takes charisma.

Material- where is the work at? What have you bin doing all this time type of questioning Chuh.

Hate that,  it's a performance question cause if your like me they'll say to spit something when the time comes memories fade why it can happen you gotta have materials to back up yourself. So if you hear "what you got"? Your ready. Keep in mind to watch out for raiders of the lost arch or mad max from thunderdome ready to rob you for (drum roll) Material.

Money- I'm the money's bitch with all the money that some have they could control all around me in this day in age and make me shub shit all day it happens to me in real life "money stolen it." What ever "it" is. Like Newman from sienfield in Jurassic park and sold it even when it gets buried under mud and fossilized.

How ever you get it. What I do though I work for it I'll beg too but I work more than I beg everyone needs a job the better the better chuh you know the "money!". For love is free full out here you know people show love with naturalism it's in nature to feel love like a touch of something tender if you see someone hurt sadness will occur and it's a part of love sorrow. That why you can give a beggar a change now and then.